Hineni

A room

The eight-week room

This tool is the beginning of a journey. The room is where it becomes a life — eight people, eight weeks, body and soul.

A Mishkan is both. Wood and gold, and the Presence that fills them. Torah does not let you leave the body behind in order to find Hashem. To connect with the Creator in truth, you first have to know yourself — what you carry, what you hide, what is actually here — and stand in it.

There is no private mashpia on the other end of a letter. What is open: the covenant, the weeks, the live sitting, cash or a commitment.

In plain words: you read the book and practice here. You join a room of eight to twelve people. You sit Sundays, 8:00 PM Eastern for 75 minutes — video, in a body. You give $240 in cash or a send, or you take the open seat. You do the week between. That is the whole offer.

The sitting

Seventy-five minutes. The same shape every week.

  1. 15mTeachOne movement from the week's chapter. Not a lecture.
  2. 10mSilenceNo filling. The pause is the work.
  3. 30mShareSpeak from where you are. Listen to finish, not to fix.
  4. 10mReturnWalk the Avodah of Returning together.
  5. 10mCloseOne pasuk. Hineni. Go back to the ordinary hour.

Eight weeks

  1. 01PauseLearn to stop before you know why.
  2. 02PresenceCarry the stillness into one ordinary action.
  3. 03DveikusLet presence become cling, even a small flame.
  4. 04StruggleTurn the break toward Hashem. Merirus, not collapse.
  5. 05DailyMake one thing fixed. A tamid, not a peak.
  6. 06TearsLet what overflows be prayer, not apology.
  7. 07The worldLet the inner life reach one person.
  8. 08The costName what goes on the altar. Say Hineni anyway.

The covenant

Read this before you enter.

Eight to twelve people. One open seat is held for someone who cannot pay when a live sitting begins. The weeks are here now. The live room opens when eight people have said yes.

Sign in to join. The covenant still stands whether you sign or not.